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My Smile's an Open Wound 58 by HMluvsSU, literature

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My Smile's an Open Wound 58

That evening, Pete asked Joe and Andy to stay at his house. He didn’t want to be alone. And, in all honesty, it didn’t surprise Joe one bit. Joe knew EXACTLY what Pete was going through- losing the person you love more then life itself in such a tragic way, it hurt. It really did. But it seemed to affect Pete more then it affected Joe when he’d lost his girlfriend in the car crash, but that difference was something Joe found himself connecting with and understanding. “I mean, everyone deals with grief in their own way, yeah?” he whispered to Andy as Pete began falling asleep in his bed, sobs still shaking his body. &

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Pete whimpered into Joe’s shoulder as he remembered all the times he’d argued with Patrick, especially the argument they had had so close to Patrick’s death... It felt like he was being torn apart inside by guilt. “It was my fault.....It’s my fault Trick died...” “It wasn’t Pete....” “It was...Me and him had a huge row the...the night he shot himself...” “Dude....It was an accident....Patrick shooting himself was an accident..” “Joe you know how he was near....near his death...” Pete whispered those final two words, as if saying them was enough to practically ch

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Pete woke up the next night, screaming Patrick’s name at the top of his lungs. His pillow was damp from tears, and the sheets were soaked in sweat. ‘What a dream...’ he sighed, preparing to cuddle into his lover once more. He smiled to himself, and led back down, rolling over to drap and arm over the younger man. The empty space beside him greeted him, causing Pete’s mouth to move soundlessly. Then, the slow realisation of what had hapened the previous day filled his heart with a deep, heart-breaking sense of sorrow and loss. “He really is gone this time....” he whispered into the crumpled duvet, a tear trickling

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It was a long week later when the doctors suggested turning off the life support. Pete simply stared at them, stunned, but he knew deep-down that what they were suggesting was the right thing to do. He looked sorrowfully and longingly at the younger man’s face, took a glance at the life-support monitors, then looked at Patrick’s family and friends who had gathered. Pete became aware of a comforting hand on his shoulder, and he leant his head on Andy’s arm sorrowfully. “I’m sorry Patrick....I didn’t save you...” Pete whispered, placing a gentle kiss onto those warm lips. There was a gasp from Patrick’s f

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3 days later, there was still nothing. Not even the slightest responce. Patrick didn’t even seem to be remotely aware of anyone around him- not even when his parents visited, his mother sobbing and practically pushing Pete out of the way so she could be beside her son, his father just standing there stricken by the thought that his youngest son could die before he himself. Pete simply left them to it, but Patty’s sobs were loud and cut through Pete like a knife, every time she wept reminding Pete of every time Patrick himself had cried to him. Their tears sounded similar- heart-wrenchingly similar. He sighed as he looked into the ro

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Pete practically ran to the hospital, tears streaming down his face as he sped along the street, nearly screaming Patrick’s name at the top of his lungs. “TRICK!” he cried, falling to his knees at the hospital doors. He recieved several dodgy looks for doctors and ambulance crews, but he didn’t care. Pete panted heavily as he somehow found his feet, and he placed his and on the wall for support as he walked in. He looked over at the reception desk, and found there was no-one. Suddenly, he recieved a tap on the shoulder, and he spun round to see a doctor stood there. “Sir- visiting hours are over...” “My fia

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Piers had no regrets as he watched Chris punch and pound at the glass separating them. He had a single goal when he injected himself and that was to get Chris out alive. Chris was the real hero in all this, after all. He had been fighting for much longer than Piers and Chris deserved to see his own true potential. Piers may have been good but Chris Redfield was irreplaceable as Captain and Piers knew that. The B.S.A.A needed Chris. Hell, the world needed Chris and Piers would be damned if he didn't get him out alive. One of them had to survive and Piers was long lost from the moment that needle pierced his skin, even if Chris didn't see it—b

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 17 years
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My new hair! lol

ANyway- I am Helz. Everyone knows me as Helz anyway, so I'm leaving that there. I am a HUGE Tokio Hotel und Fall Out Boy fan! I also love bands like Slipknot (Ahh! Corey is so HOT!!) and The Used, so yeah. I also like Cascada, Sammy Delux and Beethoven, so a VERY mixed musical taste xD

Current Residence: Bristol, United Kingdom
deviantWEAR sizing preference: small lol
Favourite genre of music: Rock/Metal/Screamo/In different languages
Favourite style of art: Manga
Favourite cartoon character: Revy/Sasuke Uchiha
Personal Quote: When life gives you lemons, throw them back and DEMAND Bill Kaulitz!

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Tokio Hotel, Fall Out Boy, und Antic Cafe!!

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Loads- mainly music, drawing and writing stories

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HMluvsSU

Feb 6, 2009

I'M BACK EVERYBODY!!!!

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YEAH BITACHES!!! lmao. Yes, I am back after a VERY long tiring few months at College and in Germany :) But ja, as you can all see I am back now, and ready to continue! You can expect a few more drawing to be uploaded, as well as a Tokio Hotel short story! :o Then, maybe the TH fanfic I'm working on at the moment xD But yes- I'M BACK!!!! Or- as Lister from Red Dwarf said 'THE SLIME'S COMING HOME!' xD :D

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HMluvsSU

Jun 14, 2008

O.K- some lame ass newbie just sent me this...

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'dear lady man person bad drawer thinggy umm you know that naruto sketch that you said is YOURS byTheDarkDrawf WELL YOU LAME ss (https://www.deviantart.com/ss) SON B#CTH YOU STOLE FROM MA FRIEND NINJA~OF~DA~KIWIS Fg (https://www.deviantart.com/g) FACE UGLY SON OF A FATTY B!CTH!!!!!!!' WTF? lol I'm sorry, but that made me lol so much XD I am seriously laughing so much right now XD I don't even KNOW the username's the newbie put up..... :rofl: I'm going to take a picture of me WITH the Naruto Cute drawing in question to prove I did it. Anyone who looks at my drawings can see my signature anyways, but hey- a pic of me with it wouldn't hurt XD :lmao: And it'd prove N00bie wrong XD Opinions people? XD :

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HMluvsSU

May 7, 2008

I KNOW WHEN PETE WENTZ IS GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!

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https://thesuperficial. com/2008/05/ashlee_simpson_pete_wentz_to_w. php may 16th. dude. lawl lawl lawl lawl. Anyway- thought I'd share that information with you. Also, I was just looking at the other stories link, and was giggling at the fact that Ashlee is basically saying she is pregnant, but Pete's denying it XD :giggle:

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Jan 20, 2013

Thank you for the favorite on "Echoes" c:

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Mar 17, 2011

U BEEN HUGGED
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
6- If you get hugged back you do not need to redo this

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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10-& Up you're a great friend

HELLOOOOOOO XP

AHOI :') <3

Send this to at least 10 people you care adout, including me if you care for me!

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~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
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Kishigo

Dec 2, 2009

thank you for da fav!

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Apr 22, 2009

Thanks for adding my Jaejoong as Sasuke Uchiha piece!